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Ψυχούλα

Posted by: raphaela on: October 29, 2008

Ψυχούλα, μακάρι νά’ ξερες πόσες χαρές μου χάρισες… πόσα παράθυρα και πόρτες άνοιξες… εκεί που έβλεπα μόνο τοίχους… και πόσες αλήθειες μου φανέρωσε η παρουσία σου στη ζωή μου… Οι λέξεις που γνωρίζω είναι φτοχές να περιγράφω όλα αυτά. Όμως. πολλά από τα χαμόγελα που έβλεπες στο πρόσωπό μου, τα οποία δεν μπορούσα να στα [...]

Not my words… but definitely my feelings

Posted by: raphaela on: October 15, 2008

You…  came into my life… We became one… And then, all I could do was wait… and daydream of you when… you were gone but sometimes… I find myself caught in my own spider web of thoughts, fears, inhibitions… one thought… kept spinning and spinning in my head…. and then I wait again, until I realize I need to find out just  [...]

Περιπλάνηση

Posted by: raphaela on: October 14, 2008

“Έρωτας. Πάθος. Χάσιμο. Υπενθύμιση: Η ευτυχία είναι μια στιγμή. Τυχαία. Συμβαίνει όποτε το αποφασίσει εκείνη, κι όποτε εσύ δεν το περιμένεις… Και συμβαίνει για να σε κάνει, στο μεσοδιάστημα της ανυπαρξίας της, να ονειρεύεσαι και να ελπίζεις να ξανασυμβεί. (Erotas)” “Μού πήρε τέσσερεις μήνες να απαλαγώ από τη συνήθεια και να παραδεχτώ σε μένα την ίδια [...]

Emotional intimacy vs physical intimacy

Posted by: raphaela on: October 13, 2008

Trap or not? How do women separate one from the other? How do men distinguish between the two?  I believe women more often than not cannot clearly distinguish between the two. We tend to take the physical intimacy we share with a guy as a emotional intimacy of some sort. And more rarely than not, [...]

random bits

Posted by: raphaela on: October 9, 2008

Dream: Two nights ago I dreamt that someone was taking pictures of me, with my old cell phone (I currently use it) with a less than 1 Mpixel camera. Who was it, I don’t know. I have never dreamt that someone was photographing me. Not as far as I remember. Friends & Mirrors: They say [...]

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From the heart

Posted by: raphaela on: October 8, 2008

There are a zillion things I should be doing right now. But for over 12 hours, the only thing that I want to do is write. I have so many thoughts, so many questions and so many possible or certain answers to all the thoughts and the questions that are spinning in my head. I [...]

MONDAY, OCTOBER 6, 2008 …νιωθει ολα τα καλα πραγματα που αισθανομαι… αλλα με ολα αυτα, ερχονται και οι φοβοι. When you open up to allow yourself to feel the good things that come from within, you become vulnerable, so vulnerable to any fears and shocks…. but there’s no one way about it. So I am taking [...]

Some light… maybe

Posted by: raphaela on: October 8, 2008

SATURDAY, OCTOBER 4, 2008 Ο άνθρωπος δεν μπορεί να καταφέρει τίποτα μέχρι να αντιληφθεί ότι δεν πρέπει να βασίζεται σε κανέναν άλλο εκτός από τον εαυτό του, ότι είναι μόνος του, εγκαταλελειμμένος στη γη στη μέση άπειρων ευθυνών, χωρίς βοήθεια, χωρίς κανένα άλλο σκοπό παρά μόνο αυτόν που βάζει ο ίδιος στον εαυτό του, χωρίς [...]

Don’t or rather won’t believe in love…

Posted by: raphaela on: October 8, 2008

SUNDAY, SEPTEMBER 28, 2008 As I walked home today I heard one of Dido’s latest songs “Don’t believe in love”. I was taken not only by the rhythm but more by the lyrics of the song (see the end of this post). I finished work later than usual. I only caught the first bus home. [...]

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Hello world!

Posted by: raphaela on: October 8, 2008

“Hello world” is the classic first program any computer programmer writes, when learning a new programming language. It only makes sense to have a “Hello world” entry in this new blog corner.  I am an Engineer. I was never good with words, especially written words. But I always expressed whatever I felt better in writing [...]

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