Dream: Two nights ago I dreamt that someone was taking pictures of me, with my old cell phone (I currently use it) with a less than 1 Mpixel camera. Who was it, I don’t know. I have never dreamt that someone was photographing me. Not as far as I remember.

Friends & Mirrors: They say a true friend is the one who will put a mirror in front of you and show you who & what you really are, your true colors. What if… by being showed such mirrors, and looking into them we open gates to things that were not in this world in the first place (i.e., on this side of the mirror)?

Words: Just how much do we mean every word we say? Saying only what we truly mean, is it overrated? I don’t think so. I consciously avoid saying anything that I do not mean. Sometimes I fail. What about the people who do not consciously try? How can we distinguish what to really believe and what not? Saying that I am going to eat a cheese pie, and not really meaning it, is not the end of the world. Saying that I will stand by you when you will hit a rough patch in your life, and not meaning it, sometimes, can really mean the end of the world, for someone. You just never know. No one can even begin to predict the impact of the words we say on those who hear them. It’s entirely a non deterministic. Should we be careful with what we say? Or should we just hope for the best?

Wish: Be careful what you wish for, cause [you never know] you might actually get it. And then what? :O

Wish example #1: I am rather tall. I am a bit shy of 1,80m. I have a height related thing (κόλλημα the way we say it in Greek): I want my guy to be taller than me. Not by much, but by enough so that I do not have to bend when I want to kiss him. I always said that in order for me to not give importance to the height, the guy has to have other tremendous qualities, that would just make height entirely irrelevant. Ha ha… be careful what you wish for, right? My G. spot is not taller than me, he’s my height. It has never bothered me though.

Truth/Dare: His more affectionate recent behavior should not make me believe he’s starting to feel something more for me. Then what should?

Words? Well, read above… one can never be sure.

Facts? The fact is the he’s been seeking me & spending time with me on almost every chance he got. How many guys would choose to spend their last hours before joining the army (when the family came into town to say goodbye) with a girl they do not care about? (Thumb up)

Facts? We’ve never been out, on a date, or for a drink. We’ve only been out for a night swim (related and in response to one of my fantasies). Truth is when he’s with me, he’s with me. No phones, no texts, no watches. Nothing. Truth is, it doesn’t really bother me. Having a drink indoors or having a drink outdoors makes no difference to me. I mostly care about the company, than about the surroundings. Introducing me to others? Well, that’s something that I can only speculate why it didn’t happen. Since day one, this thing had an expiration date, that could either come from me or from him. It happened that it came from him (leaving for the army) and the surprising thing is that “this” did not end as I expected. What would be the point in introducing me to his friends/brother knowing that I would leave at any moment and just disappear from the picture? Maybe he didn’t want others reading too much into this if he were to introduce me to them. Those who really matter, know about me. I know that. Then why hasn’t he changed his “Single” status on Facebook, to either not be declared or even to “It’s complicated”? My status does not show. (Thumb is in the air… not knowing whether to turn upwards or downwards)

Just when do “actions speak louder than words“? And when don’t they?